Sadie Hawkins Dance, in my khaki pants-
Saturday is my last day at Stevie D's.
I forgot to call Kelly today with my schedule for next week....ahh
Chris called me today...it was...interesting?
I did 150 crunches tonight. They were cheap quick ones, but I still did them none-the-less.
I got a ring from Sarah :-)
Tomorrow is the Sadie Hawkins and I'ma be wearing green.
I love St. Patricks Day. It's fun.
Dog puking in my bed in the morning= not fun.
I'm soo sleeping in the guest room tonight and making my bed in the morning sometime.
DQ Opens tomorrow!!! I'ma go in in the morning so she knows I didn't forget about them.
I need to write down my phone #'s. I won't have them once my phone is disconnected. T3h sux0rs. I like my phone. It's shiny.
My hair was cute today, I think this is how I'll do it the day I get my senior pictures done.
Euchre is a fun game. I played it when I got to drive to the Burnards all by myself :-) (well me and the puppy anyways)
Retreat is a week away.
Alex's wedding = April 8th at 2pm. Don't let me forget. :P
Not sure if I want to go or not? o well.
<3
At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light-
So I told Stevie today that I will not be allowed to work 2 jobs this summer, he wasn't really all that happy for me. I told him the parents won't let me, which is mostly true, and that DQ pays more. He said that
he wasted money on me and pretty much said that if he had known I wouldn't be there long
he wouldn't have hired me. I didn't take breadsticks home tonight.
Concert tomorrow,
that's exciting.
So I don't know if S is ever gonna want to talk to me again, and if he does, I'm not sure if I'm gonna want to talk to him. I am confused about the whole situation and really have
no clue who to believe on it.
I don't know why I always run
is it
fear of the fall or
fear of the touchAnd I don't know where the angels sleep
And I don't know how to really love
I've never stood still long enoughAnd I don't know where the angels sleep
-Bebo Norman ~
Where the Angels Sleep
^ Good song, fo' sho'
My brain doesn't function like a normal persons, if
you consider that normal. But since it does depend on what
you consider normal, it's not fair to say I am not normal, to just say I am normal but with different thinking? I don't think about those types of things, I never really have. It's not really something I focus on, I think about other things, like what to eat. I guess I don't see it as a priority to think like that,
it's not that important as other things I can waste brain cells thinking on.
^Does
any of that make sense?
I don't know where the angels sleep.
Retreat is coming up
...It should be interesting.
Two exams + 5 questions left before I graduate.
What kind of food should be at my open house?
Should I get my senior pictures done in the snow? I think so. Even though I'll freeze, it'll be
cute. ^_^;
Derrick's baby is named Blake Evan.
Hello stranger.
'My Car's Broken Down' don't give me that s***
It only takes one thing, and
it can totally change your point of view on someone.
If there's one thing I hope I showed you...
It's kind of crazy how my brain always runs in overdrive at night. It will be completely dead of thinking all day but as soon as all is quiet it will start buzzing and reflect on the days events and make me actually think. I wish I could make it do this in the day, then I wouldn't be such a boring person to talk to at times..heh ^_^;
Like tonight, I thought about how work went and how I don't know how I'll be able to put in a one/two weeks notice for Stevie D's to begin work at DQ again because they are really nice to me at Stevie's, once you get past their evil making-fun-ness. The thing is I don't think I can honestly pull off two jobs this summer. I need time for fun before I end up going to college and 'growing up'. There is so much I want to do this summer that if I have two jobs there is no way it's gonna happen. I mean, I need the money and everything so I can actually afford college, but I also need a life so I don't become some poor emo college kid. That can happen when I'm older.
Another thing I've been thinking about is how life has been so, different. Thinking about friends, how they act with certain situations. Thinking about family, how they're not making fun of my awesome guy. Thinking about Brenton, about how wonderful he's been to me so far. Thinking about my dog, how rotten she's been lately. Thinking about how I need to go to the library and visit/find some books.
There are a lot of the word 'thinking' in that paragraph^.
There are a lot more things I could actually add to that paragraph above, but I can only let out so many of my secrets ;-)
I still have no idea what St. Valentino Baby is named (my cousins baby that was born on the 14th).
Giraffes? Giraffes!
Have fun on your vacation SaR, you deserve it :-) I love you.
Well kiddos, it's off to bed for me. I'm not even supposed to be on the compy at this hour in the first place.
<3
