Before you met me I was a fairy princess
So I no longer work at Bellecino's.
And I am no longer seeing anyone.
AND I bought a country CD the other day.
and fireflies.
life isn't that bad.
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I'm Gonna Scream A Little Louder
Okay so I've got this new job at a pizza & grinder place right? I pretty much take orders and take food out and clear tables and sweep (a lot of sweeping). Anyways I haven't even been there a month and I absolutely detest it with ever fiber of my being. The main boss is a complete
Jerk-off who thinks the only way to talk to anyone is to yell and that every penny counts. So if I give out extra napkins because someone politely asked me I am making him go bank-rupt. wft?(yes I did it wrong on purpose.) Then he goes and brushes his hand on my head and calls me hun. He creeps me out and is verbally abusive and
i'm sick and tired of it.
I know i'm doing a great job there and I caught up on everything pretty quickly so he shouldn't be complaining about things they never told/showed me.
So, tomorrow I work a 5 hour shift and at the end of my shift I am going to quit, no 2 weeks notice or anything. I am hoping Sue is there or if not Sarah because I am scared of George (the main one). I really hope I have the guts to do this because I absolutely
hate conflicts. I also hope that they don't give me a hard time about it because then I will either cry or tell 'em all to shove it and learn management skills because they obviously don't have them. And they can't count.
Other than that lifes been alright. I had two cavitys filled at the dentist today and they didn't give me any shots so yay no numbness boo on
pain. I was just glad I wasn't drooling on myself the rest of the day. I really need to pick up on my schoolwork if i'm gonna be done with it by the end of the school year. Mom wants me to get senior pictures done sometime in the spring and i'm trying to decide if I want red hair in them or not. I'm also thinking of dying it semi-permanently red again like 2 weeks before retreat so it's just the right shade of red when I go.
My buddy from canada that I haven't seen in forever told me a little bit ago that he actually gets to come this year which is really exciting because he is awesome and promised me a shoulder massage haha. He also knows what's been going on with Matt and Jash and thinks it's redonkulous and is on my side. He said he is going to talk to Matt about it soon which makes me happy and nervous because knowing Matt I don't think he will listen to anything he says.
Puppy is getting big and spoiled. :)
Well I really need my sleep if i'm gonna be in WB by 11 tomorrow morning. Wish me luck! :)
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Also enjoy a flea doing a pole vault:
./l_
Homecoming went good btw
So I am being emo right now. So what? It's been awhile anyways.
Matt worrys about me and thinks I have a bad taste in guys and says 'but its hard to watch both you and Jash go through all the crap that you do, and not be like, wow they need help'
Since when do I need help? And what it all this crap I go through? My life is going pretty decent right now and I am usually quite happy with me and how i've been handling things going on with my life. Rah. Bite me.
I know I don't always make the best choices and I don't always do the right things but look how i've turned out? I'm a pretty darn good kid and I usually stay outta trouble. I'm graduating a year early and might even start college classes next semester. I have one job now and have never been fired and I am looking for another job for the winter as we speak. I put out tons of applications. I could have just stayed home and been a bum and not tryed to get another job but I wanna be able to afford things like an education in my future.
My foots asleep.
So I can't bring myself to dump Nick yet, but I know the right time and situation will bring it around eventually and everything will work out how God wants it to.
Whee. Sorry about ranting but I haven't in awhile and I'm really tired and emo and girly right now. I love you all & don't worry about me, in the morning I will be fine. Plus I coulda put a lot more in this lol
