Like the open seas and shores~
Well, I am indeed tired, but I had a good weekend.
I went to the Burnards downstate this weekend, Friday afternoon until almost 10 o' clock tonight. Saturday I rode a bike that was too big for me and whose seat didn't like me for over four miles. I'm crazy I know. I was surprised by how well I actually did riding it, half on dirt roads and all that. It also didn't help I haven't ridden a bike in over a year if not two. All I know is my butt really hurt today, stupid seat.
All in all I had a fun time being able to hang out with this wonderful family, got to hang and talk to Kyle, shopped with Lauren and got to spend time with Aaron and Twyla and the rest of the family. Twyla even let me play on her handheld electronic Suduko!! hehe. That lady loves me, and I don't know what I'd do without her sometimes.
I was sad that I forgot to pack some things, like jeans, and other items that woulda been handy. I had to wear my Khakis that I had on Friday that I worked in; and there was no way I was gonna wear my churchy-pants all day today...too tight and uncomfortable for car rides. O well, I survived and mom now realizes I am in need of more pants. :)
I tryed on a really cute camo tube top today, it looked soooo good on me! I wanted it but it was $12 dollars for one, not on sale for b, and I didn't have the money. O well, it was at Rue, so if I get the money I can stop in some other time and get it.
I should be getting paid this Tuesday and then if I don't work Wednesday me and Re might go to Saginaw to shop for prom. If I do work, we will just head the next day I don't work. I am hoping it's a decent sized check, I need it. I owe the parents and I will need to put gas in my car and to be able to afford stuffs.
Should be getting a debit card in the mail soon, sometime before the 10th and also around the 10th I should be getting my laptop...O YES. I'm soo excited you have no idea. I've been wanting one forever and I'm gonna be needing one this Fall. Another great part about it is I don't have to pay for all of it, so I'm definatly happy about that and thankful towards my parents.
Anyways I really need my sleep and so I will bid y'all goodnight. work tomorrow but don't know when I get out of work and I don't know the rest of my schedule, it's kinda annoying. I'm hoping maybe me and Ken can set something up where I will have the same thing every week so I will know way ahead of time incase I actually need to get stuff scheduled or need to get stuff done I'll be able to know when.
Nighty night all! :)
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My medication is running out...;-)
So I had a decently long day.
Went to Kirtland this morning for my meeting with Don, got my Fall schedule set up and my classes taken care of.
Schedule Fall '06
Writing Lab 9-10AM TR
Intro to Computers 10-11:30AM TR
English Comp I w/computers 11:30-1PM TR
Basic Math 2-4PM TR
Intro to Psych 4-5:30PM TR
So it's gonna be long days, but I was told I should ace the writing lab no problem and be able to not have to take it the rest of the semester, which will mean I won't have to go to the college until 10am. I should do okay with eating as long as I have something to possibly snack on/drink during English Comp and Psych, I'll be able to eat during my hour break in between English and Math.
Ken didn't sound the happiest today when I called to tell him what I could work this weekend, he says I'm one of the main workers. If that was so, why did it take like a month after they opened to get me working? They had at least 3 others working at the time. He just doesn't want me getting my weekends off anymore. I have at least 5 Saturdays alone I can think of this summer I won't be able to work, along with other random days I'm sure. But he still gets me Sunday nights now so I don't see what the big whoop is about.I didn't even work Sun nights last year even though I told him I could. I'm kinda glad I won't see him tomorrow when I work because it's his day off. I'm just wondering what Kelly thinks about it all.
I might get a Dell ordered tomorrow, it'll be a nice one and for cheaper than the first one found yesterday. I should be able to afford it at the moment including shipping, which will be nice to pay that completely off right away and continue saving for books and the semester.
Without the other random charges and fees, just the credit hours, it's gonna cost right close to $1,000. Yikes.
If Ken doesn't get rid of me and gives me my promised hours, that'll be no problem to pay off at the beginning of August. If I'm one of the main workers though, they aren't sending me anywhere soon...I'd think..
Anyways kiddos, I need my sleepyness, and I think people in the house are getting annoyed at my staying up lately...even though I HAVE gotten up at 9AM the last two days..o well. I'm tired.
ciao!
I want to buy a hip hop CD...
People and how they see things.
Everyone views everything differently.
You and another might be looking at a miniture pink elephant and you might think 'aww it's a cute pink mini elephant' and the other might think 'it's still fat'.
I'm kinda tired of people negatively putting others down. It's not enough that they are having a hard enough time growing up, but they have to go and make them feel even smaller than they already are.
And you think it's funny?¿?
I don't know, I just didn't really want to write about myself today, wanted a different topic to write on. Change things up a lil, add a little BAM in my life.
So what exactly makes us feel better about putting others in miserable pain? Does it make the person feel bigger and more important by making someone else seem like they were a mistake from God? God doesn't make mistakes last I checked. He's made us all individually in his OWN IMAGE to give us a chance to live our lives, however we want to live them. I'm sure He's had His moments of sadness, but then all He probably has to do is just see one kid helping the other one pick books up that had been knocked out of their grip. ONE KID. Honestly, that one person has the potential to grow up and be something
magnificent.
Wouldn't you think helping someone out would give you a greater feeling of happiness then being condescending to them? I would feel horrible being mean to any one person, no matter what they might have or might not have done to me in the past. Everyone makes mistakes but that doesn't give you the right to Judge them. It makes me feel so good to make someone smile who hasn't done so in a long time, and to know that for a moment, I made them happier.
I don't know, I guess I'll stop there. Just wanted something different today.
Where'd You Go? I miss you so, it's like it's been forever...
Okay.
I have a dress.
I'm on my way with having senior pictures.
We have a date set for the open house.
I have an apointment with KCC on Tuesday..and maybe while there I can sign up for classes for this coming Fall.
I need new sunglasses...sat on the old ones...shut up.
I get paid Tuesday and I got my tax refund back so that made me $152 dollars richer and to be able to relax a lil more.
I hope I get a scholarship from Kirtland...it'd be really nice.
I got an e-mail from my cousin Chip from Texas!!! I was soo excited. I haven't talked to him in forever...actually I don't know if he lives in Texas anymore or not. He's going to Iraq the end of May though so that's kinda sad..
I want a bonfire..but no bugs..and hobo-sandwhiches. I want to go camping and to have the winter cover off the pool and the water all warm and to have a new bikini. O yah.
I think I want to make more brownies...why not at 12:10 AM ? :-)
I just don't know.
Prom is coming up and
I still don't have a dress or ANYTHING for it and I need to get stuff soon and I don't have the money for it or the gas to get to the store to buy it and my date already has a tux ordered. I've never gone to prom and this will be my only prom and I'm nervous/stressed about it and really hoping it doesn't suck.
I STILL need to get my senior pictures done with.
I STILL need to get my open house planned out and ready.
I will have absolutely no money for spending on ANYTHING this year at all because I need to save it all for college and a lappy.
I need to get an apointment set up at KCC so I can talk to someone about what classes I should take and stuff like that soon, because registering is coming up like now.
I have a dentist apointment coming up and I hate dentists with a passion and they all share the common goal of making my life miserable.
Seriously, in all the offices they have a picture of me and a note saying if they see me to make me hate life. (I think they do)
I figured stress would go down since I'm done with highschool but it's just making me realize more stuff I gotta do and take care of. This is my last summer before starting college and I don't see any free time in it for me because I'm gonna have to work it all.
My mom has a myspace.
My yahoo messenger hates me and sometimes doesn't let me get any messages from anyone and tells me I need to jump off bridges.
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I bought McDonalds this morning for breakfast, spending one dollar. I shouldn't have because I need that dollar.
I'm gonna go sit in the dark now.
