Failing Hope II

I Might Be Getting A Puppy.

I'm home.

Now I leave tomorrow after work for reunion.

posted by Denise @ 12:44 PM 1 comments

I Will Not Be Your Mistress.

I just haven't felt like writing, nothing interesting has been happening, other then everything.

I just, I dunno, feel like it's pointless writing down my life when it isn't really all that interesting.

So when Jory came over there was a major wind-like storm in WB so the power was out at the Theater. We ended up renting and watching Hitch and The Pacifier. Both movies are hilarious. It was a lot of fun.

Driving is awesome. I got my picture license in the mail yesterday and I don't look half bad although I have a huge fore-head in it lol.

<3i'm>...

I bought candy for camp, I also have soda and my cell phone. Just because I can't use my phone doesn't mean I can't have it with me, right?

I ate fish at Regen's, on purpose.

Being home alone kinda sucks, I hope I washed the jeans right...

So tomorrow I go to church to pick up Danna and Bryan and take them here so that when mom and dad get back from the school reunion we will be ready to go. I still gotta ask for reunion off and it's only two days after camp.

I am too stressed out for this, I haven't even gotten the chance to sleep in since like a week ago.

I still need to pack.

Rah.

posted by Denise @ 9:17 PM 1 comments

mmm chicken.

So no recent news from Eldon since Saturday, or was it Friday? I dunno.

Panama Jack guy came into DQ today he gained weight. I took my break though when he came back to talk because Jory came in. I think I am going to the movies with him on Thursday...

Also might be tubing on Wednesday with Regen and possibly Jessa.

Camp is next Sunday and I might be driving there.

My days off this week are Wed and Sun.

My pants are dirty.

I wanna write something. I wanna be poetic or something lol.

posted by Denise @ 5:55 PM 1 comments

Weirded Out?

Got the weekend off for my birthday :)

So today at work mom came in saying I got a package from Missouri with no return name and so she brought it in for me to open at work and I opened it and it was from Eldon. I expected just a note and some pictures but I got more than I bargained for. He ended up sending me the following:
His dog tags
His class ring
His Army ID
His bracelets
Two pictures of him

He said he just wants me to hang on to them because he can't take them with him to Boot camp. Then I think 'why couldn't his family hold onto them??'
So now I am wondering what he thinks of me and if he thinks more of a friend because I never thought about him like that before so I am mucho confused.

Went and saw Mr. & Mrs. Smith at the theaters today with dad. It was good. I liked it.

Kinda had a breakdown at work today...in front of Kelly (my boss) and then Big Bro Dan gave me a hug although I was all gross and sweaty. I <3 you :)

Anyways might be camping on my birthday and I heard something about veggie oil wrestling...sounds interesting.

Yay for discussions about religion with an athiest...it's going interesting lol.

Ima gonna go so I will write more later. :)

<3

posted by Denise @ 10:10 PM 1 comments

Squee.

I passed! Go me.
I scored 9 off on the drivers test and 2 off during the vehicle control stuff (like parallel parking) so I only got one more point off then Dan.

8 days.

I work four days this week, 3 of which I already did and then Saturday is the M-33 party which I am going to try and attend. Mommy wants me to get a friend to come too so that I can be protected. hehe.

Anyways I meant to post last night but I was like dead tired so I didn't but I thought I should soon so people would know I was alive.

On the fourth I got a call from dad when I was at work saying I would have to walk home and that they would be back soon and he slipped saying they were picking someone up then he said it was a surprise and to forget he said anything. So I was like okay...and it ended up being Jash and Jeff. It was cool, but I had plans hanging with others that night but anywho we went to the park for fireworks and they had a boring time so I felt bad and as soon as we got back Jash went into his room and started writing in his journal and being emo. So when we drove them back to Oscoda where there family was staying we all played volleyball and then I got a headache and went in the cabin and saw his journal laying there. I opened it to the pages he wrote on the 4th and felt bad afterwards. Apparently he felt that he shoulda never came and that he was jealous and that he should be over me and it kept going on and on about how sad he was and how he missed this one chick at home so I felt horrible. Almost as soon as I set it back Jash came in so I was like 'close call'ish.

Well, I should stop writing now because I should go do something productive but yah I am happy I passed my test and I am trying not to worry about Jash.

<3 y'all!

posted by Denise @ 5:10 PM 3 comments

I Wanna Stand With You On A Mountain

Yay, I like making the titles to these the first song that comes to my head.

From last Monday to tomorrow I work 35 hours. Tomorrow I work 7 of those 35 hours. My bosses missed me. Should be getting tips soon too though.

So my test is in two days and tomorrow is already jam packed so I am a nervous wreck. Pray that I do good I NEED my license. hehe.

So we are still trying to decide what to do for my birthday. One friend thinks we should go down to Michigan Adventures and camp out around there and the other said something about tubing nearby and just camping around town. It would be much cheaper to do the second thing but I don't know what I wanna do. Gotta talk to the family. Then the day before my b-day we are probably eating cake and hanging with the family. Who knows.

So far the main person I have been talking to from camp is Eldon. I thought it was kinda funny he is the only one I have gotten an e-mail from or emailed. I talked to Cameron & Lindsay on Yahoo but other then them that's it.

Anyw00t I gotta go so I will write more later! <3

P.S What kinda cake should I have?? hehe

-De

posted by Denise @ 6:18 PM 3 comments