Failing Hope II

At times life is wicked and I just can't see the light-

So I told Stevie today that I will not be allowed to work 2 jobs this summer, he wasn't really all that happy for me. I told him the parents won't let me, which is mostly true, and that DQ pays more. He said that he wasted money on me and pretty much said that if he had known I wouldn't be there long he wouldn't have hired me. I didn't take breadsticks home tonight.

Concert tomorrow, that's exciting.

So I don't know if S is ever gonna want to talk to me again, and if he does, I'm not sure if I'm gonna want to talk to him. I am confused about the whole situation and really have no clue who to believe on it.

I don't know why I always run
is it fear of the fall or fear of the touch
And I don't know where the angels sleep

And I don't know how to really love
I've never stood still long enough
And I don't know where the angels sleep

-Bebo Norman ~Where the Angels Sleep

^ Good song, fo' sho'

My brain doesn't function like a normal persons, if you consider that normal. But since it does depend on what you consider normal, it's not fair to say I am not normal, to just say I am normal but with different thinking? I don't think about those types of things, I never really have. It's not really something I focus on, I think about other things, like what to eat. I guess I don't see it as a priority to think like that, it's not that important as other things I can waste brain cells thinking on.
^Does any of that make sense?

I don't know where the angels sleep.

Retreat is coming up...It should be interesting.

Two exams + 5 questions left before I graduate.

What kind of food should be at my open house?

Should I get my senior pictures done in the snow? I think so. Even though I'll freeze, it'll be cute. ^_^;

Derrick's baby is named Blake Evan.

Hello stranger.

posted by Denise @ 11:20 PM