The only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage-
Camp tomorrow until Saturday.
Dan's wedding on the 5th of August, which means I'll be gone again on the 4th.
I've been thinking of some people I haven't seen in FOREVER and really wanna see 'em before I move...the only thing is does he wanna hang out with me?
I like this CD, didn't think I'd ever like Panic! but I heart it so hard.
I have a new stalker. For serious.
Mixed feelings about camp, but that always happens.
O yah! Also have a day for reunion I'm going to, and that's shortly after the wedding. We aren't staying the whole thing though.
Anyways since myspace is down I can't really say on there that I'll be gone a week, so I put it here. :-) Not that anyone from myspace reads this anyways...hehe I don't care.
You jerk.
Anywho, I like my movies and I need my sleep because I need to get up at a decent time tomorrow and this time I actually have to get up when the alarm goes off hehe.
I'm such a lazy bum.
-d-
Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off.
It has to be so confusing.
It was so good, and then I came back.
And as I sit here, now considered 'older' the only thing that's happened is me realizing nothing is going to change.
People will always try and use me, in more ways than one.
I can only be led to do so much before I draw a line, but that doesn't mean you won't try and cross it.
And when you do try and cross it, who am I to try and stop you?
Maybe it will be better later.
I'm just so sick of it.
Then again, I know people get sick of me as well.
I need to just stop, because I certainly don't want to continue this.
It's only what you're asking for.
Have a webcam now...early birthday present.
I was short on my paycheck today but a bit, around 100 I think, my old boss wouldn't let me see the scheduleness so I don't know exactly. I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
I had my last day at DQ on the 4th, where I worked nearly 10 hours.
Birthday is this Saturday, my dad will be home for it :)
Don't know if I wanna camp or not...yah..
Why do you feel the need to tell me everything? Honestly.
Had a realtor come into our house today, so I stayed up late last night cleaning and now am sleep deprived and wide awake. Our basement is amazingly clean and I really hope my parents end up happy wherever we go. I'm trying.
Things are just kinda stressful right now..I don't like it.
Questions to people that will remain unnamed:
Why do you think that way?
Why do you think
I will do
that?
Does it ever matter anymore?
Anyways, I dunno. just wanted to write, had a decent amount I wanted to put but once I started it all vanished.