Sunday, July 23, 2006

The only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage-

Camp tomorrow until Saturday.

Dan's wedding on the 5th of August, which means I'll be gone again on the 4th.

I've been thinking of some people I haven't seen in FOREVER and really wanna see 'em before I move...the only thing is does he wanna hang out with me?

I like this CD, didn't think I'd ever like Panic! but I heart it so hard.

I have a new stalker. For serious.

Mixed feelings about camp, but that always happens.

O yah! Also have a day for reunion I'm going to, and that's shortly after the wedding. We aren't staying the whole thing though.

Anyways since myspace is down I can't really say on there that I'll be gone a week, so I put it here. :-) Not that anyone from myspace reads this anyways...hehe I don't care.

You jerk.

Anywho, I like my movies and I need my sleep because I need to get up at a decent time tomorrow and this time I actually have to get up when the alarm goes off hehe.

I'm such a lazy bum.

-d-

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off.

It has to be so confusing.

It was so good, and then I came back.

And as I sit here, now considered 'older' the only thing that's happened is me realizing nothing is going to change.

People will always try and use me, in more ways than one.

I can only be led to do so much before I draw a line, but that doesn't mean you won't try and cross it.

And when you do try and cross it, who am I to try and stop you?

Maybe it will be better later.

I'm just so sick of it.

Then again, I know people get sick of me as well.

I need to just stop, because I certainly don't want to continue this.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

It's only what you're asking for.

Have a webcam now...early birthday present.

I was short on my paycheck today but a bit, around 100 I think, my old boss wouldn't let me see the scheduleness so I don't know exactly. I'm looking forward to tomorrow.

I had my last day at DQ on the 4th, where I worked nearly 10 hours.

Birthday is this Saturday, my dad will be home for it :)

Don't know if I wanna camp or not...yah..

Why do you feel the need to tell me everything? Honestly.

Had a realtor come into our house today, so I stayed up late last night cleaning and now am sleep deprived and wide awake. Our basement is amazingly clean and I really hope my parents end up happy wherever we go. I'm trying.

Things are just kinda stressful right now..I don't like it.

Questions to people that will remain unnamed:

Why do you think that way?

Why do you think I will do that?

Does it ever matter anymore?

Anyways, I dunno. just wanted to write, had a decent amount I wanted to put but once I started it all vanished.