Failing Hope II

.I Dare You.

So I have like, four exams left and I'll be done with highschool. For reals. That's exciting. I am really finally realizing what that means and wanting to finish it all tonight. I answered about half the questions to my next test today without reading the book except for looking up the answers :P. I am such a loser.
Good thing I can pull it off. ;-)

I heart chocolate chips.

So I guess my grandpa is doing good, haven't really heard any news about that.I believe I heard something about his sugar staying at pretty decent levels recently, although one time it was all the way up in the 500's, not good.

My room is clean.

I work tomorrow. Don't really want to but I don't have much of a choice now do I?

I should make up tons of coffee or something and pull an all-nighter doing schoolwork so I'll be a tired cranky biotch at work. Like I'd actually pull that one off.

Dan = shiny pants.

I looked really cute yesterday FYI. I didn't do my make-up or anything but I had my hair cute and wore a new top with some nice khakis and everything.

Holy what's wrong with me lately batman?

Like, nothing bad or anything, but I don't know. Yar- I'm a pirate.

I wrote an essay last night for a scholarship that I could get up to $10,000 for if I win. Ha. I so know I'm not gonna get it but whatevs. Mommy said I get a whole dollar everytime I write a essay for a possible scholarship. I'm gonna be rich! ^_^;

Applebee's is expensive. Fo' Sho'.

I really need to get started on planning my open house for the summer and need to get my senior pictures done with. I'm such a bum sometimes. For serious.

DQ opens in...soon days. :-)

This note will self-destruct in....seconds.

<3

-Denise

posted by Denise @ 10:14 PM 0 comments

I came here to tell you, it rains in heaven all day long-

What to write?

How to write?

Honestly, there is way too much drama in this world today. How come I never hit the drama stage? Is it just waiting to get me later on?

And since when do you get jealous?

Okay so I really have no idea what to do right now. I am leaning towards one way but I feel I need to stay on the other side of the line for awhile before I cross it.

I want to take the plundge...I just don't wanna land on spikes. Too bloody.


And since when did I start listening to country again??


<3

posted by Denise @ 11:14 PM 0 comments

Not Good Enough...(I'm Sorry)

So life has been a little hectic lately. I should be fine right? I can handle this s***. I'm a big girl now. right?

I've missed all my colorful creative posts lately. Therefore I am trying it once again.

So I'm not a perfect person, I never will be though. The only thing is they can't deal with it and it's getting harder for me to take it. I can only be stretched so far.

Trying to stay single sucks. But why am I trying it other than I don't want to hurt anyone? I mean, you don't have to be a certain age to fall in love. So why am I running from trying to find it? I shouldn't care what other people think about dating and go about it from what my views are.

Anyways, life isn't the greatest right now. I'm trying to pull through and deal with it but it gets kinda hard when they won't listen to what you have to say and tell you how it needs to be and that what you're saying isn't true/normal. I'm not normal. DEAL.

I need to get out more.

posted by Denise @ 1:33 PM 1 comments