Failing Hope II

I just don't know.

Prom is coming up and I still don't have a dress or ANYTHING for it and I need to get stuff soon and I don't have the money for it or the gas to get to the store to buy it and my date already has a tux ordered. I've never gone to prom and this will be my only prom and I'm nervous/stressed about it and really hoping it doesn't suck.

I STILL need to get my senior pictures done with.

I STILL need to get my open house planned out and ready.

I will have absolutely no money for spending on ANYTHING this year at all because I need to save it all for college and a lappy.

I need to get an apointment set up at KCC so I can talk to someone about what classes I should take and stuff like that soon, because registering is coming up like now.

I have a dentist apointment coming up and I hate dentists with a passion and they all share the common goal of making my life miserable.
Seriously, in all the offices they have a picture of me and a note saying if they see me to make me hate life. (I think they do)

I figured stress would go down since I'm done with highschool but it's just making me realize more stuff I gotta do and take care of. This is my last summer before starting college and I don't see any free time in it for me because I'm gonna have to work it all.

My mom has a myspace.

My yahoo messenger hates me and sometimes doesn't let me get any messages from anyone and tells me I need to jump off bridges.

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I bought McDonalds this morning for breakfast, spending one dollar. I shouldn't have because I need that dollar.

I'm gonna go sit in the dark now.

posted by Denise @ 12:12 AM