Failing Hope II

I'm Sorry I Can't Be Perfect

So I'm not everything you want me to be and I am not with you at all times, that doesn't mean I hate you.

So I was at the park today and it was kinda weird hanging out with n again like old times. I know something is still there between us, I am sure it will probably always be there; but I don't think we were meant to be together again.

So I am not going to a live local band thing now on Friday. Jake invited me but mom doesn't wanna drive me there and, well yah...

I came soo close last night to doing it again. I had everything out, but I didn't. I stopped myself. I told myself it wasn't worth it and if I am not good enough for her, that was her problem.

So I decided it was not worth worrying over, and that if k liked me something woulda happened by now. I can find someone else to crush on.

It's really starting to get to me how this blog thing is not letting me post my entries. I don't want to have to make a new one or have to transfer the posts in here to the other one. I am too lazy. *kicks it*

I cut my hand at work today. It stung like a mo' fo' and it bled.

I should do some school.

I got a raise.

11:04pm May 31, 2005

posted by Denise @ 11:44 PM